today I encounterd my used to crush on english from USA 

I still remember at that time I was only a teenage kid 

now almost two years later , seeing him in a restaurant

I still like him but

I know that

He deeply enjoy muscle men in stead of a bony kid like me

I never kissed him which I really desierd to do that

hey How have you been?  you asked me ?


are you still crying in your church?


I miss you so much !

I just live across the steert from where you live or where you do your chirstian things!

come to take a visit on me ok?


I don't want to be the active one anymore .................................


Eric Dean Hall  I love you !